1. inches

From the recording voice memos


ive lived in the same house my whole life
slept in the same bed every night
so when you say that im unaccustomed to change
youre not lying
this time

i felt a whole lot of nothing today
and ill feel a whole lot of nothing tomorrow
i could build a house in the amount of time that i spend
feeling sorry for myself
but sometimes the words are just not worth what follows

im sorry if
i call you with
nothing to say
i dont exist
im pessimistic for today

i dont know why
but im sure i
would tell you if i knew

im a couple of inches taller than i thought i'd make it to