Lyrics

I told ya you were being mean
You said that I'm a drama queen
you just don't feel the way you did
I need you like a little kid
it's hard to look you in the eye
knowing you see through my disguise
I don't feel any pain at all
don't think you'll catch me when I fall
I show up where you want me to
you eyes are different kinds of blue
I feel a sort of emptiness
you're feeling still OK I guess
You say the most horrible shit
I sit here just replaying it
over and over in my head
Love me or do you want me dead
You don't shut up about your Dad
I realize that it makes you sad
Let's talk about anything else
Or I could watch you touch yourself

When I'm closer to your heart
Does it get real deep and dark and scary?
Is it getting hard?
All the shit that you've gone far to carry?
When I'm closer to your heart
Does it get real deep and dark and scary?
And it is getting hard
All the shit that you've gone far to carry.

I told ya you were being mean
You said that I'm a drama queen
you just don't feel the way you did
I need you like a little kid
it's hard to look you in the eye
knowing you see through my disguise
I don't feel any pain at all
don't think you'll catch me if I fall
I show up where you want me to
you eyes are different kinds of blue
I feel a sort of emptiness
you're feeling still OK I guess
You say the most horrible shit
I sit here just replaying it
over and over in my head
Love me or do you want me dead?
You don't shut up about your Dad
I realize that it makes you sad
Let's talk about anything else
Or I could watch you touch yourself
You don't shut up about your Dad
I realize that it makes you sad
Let's talk about anything else
Could I could watch you touch yourself?